The Ambivalent Soul

Before you begin, I just want you to take a moment and ask yourself if you consider yourself successful with where you are in your life right now? Now that you have answered that, what did your brain think about while asking this question to yourself? And based on what you thought about, why do you think you are/are not successful? What even is success? Is it about earning good money or having an amazing job? But money is never enough and what do you mean by an amazing job? some people live to work while others work to live, which one are you? would you consider your closest friend more successful than you are? and if yes, what criteria is that based off of? Isn't success supposed to be subjective?  As my seasonal depression keeps getting worse by the day, I have been thinking about things. Seeing other people living their lives, while I live mine but questioning how are they doing it better? I am sure some people ask themselves the same question while they look through my Instagra