Another letter that I'll never send you.

Read " A letter that I'll never send you " before reading this one. 



Hey,

How're you?!

It's been a while since I last wrote you a letter, the one I didn't send you. Not gonna send you this one either. I don't want to feel more miserable than I already do. 

I'm fine. managing, adjusting, carrying on with my life. Even though I thought you'd be here to experience all of this with me together but I also thought a lot of other things which are never gonna happen between us so I guess I'll live anyway. 

I miss you, a lot. But I'm getting better. I don't feel incomplete anymore, or as if I am missing a part of me. yes even the part that you ripped apart, I'm healing. Don't laugh, you know I've always been a dramatic guy. Anyway, yes, I am getting better. 

My friends told me to not to talk to you to which I first believed that this is something I won't ever be able to do but guess what? I did. I took a stand for myself. There were days when I typed a message but didn't send, times when I got drunk and just wanted to hear the sound of your voice, times when I felt so demotivated and just wanted to hear you say "Don't give up, you can do this". But I didn't. No matter how many days I felt incomplete or how many nights I cried myself to sleep.

 A part of me was moving on and a part of me waited for you to.

see, see me, see us.

feel, feel emotions, feel love.

I don't know if you remember or not but Titanic has always been one of my favorite movies. When Celine Dion sings "my heart will go on". I feel that or when Rose says "You Jump, I jump, right?"

I think my heart will go on, with a part of you in it but I guess it's time to let you go. 

It's time to move on for real. It's time to stop crying about something that was never mine. It's time to accept fate. It's time. . . I don't blame you for what I couldn't have. You were always sure about what you wanted but it was me the fool who didn't understand. 

So. I guess this is going to be my last letter to you. Sorry for not sending it to you. 

I hope you stay happy and one day realize what could it all have been and wish to write me a letter but unfortunately you wouldn't know where to send it. 

Love,

K

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